LYRICS
I Have Never Been Loved Before
By Roxanne Smith
*This song’s lyrics are the most clicked on of all of my song lyrics by far. I hope these words bring you comfort and healing. You are not alone.
I have never been loved before
My heart needs so much more
I realize the truth opens the door
I have never been loved before
I have to act a certain way
I don’t know the right things to say
Somebody might push me away
There’s pressure on me every day
Then the truth comes bubbling up
All the anger and tears and stuff
It always shocks me where did this come from
As a child not understood by some
It’s getting so I can’t pretend
That all was well and good in the end
I got along by feeling numb
The pain in layers healing one by one
And I am learning how to feel
Used to smile but it was fake not real
I feel the pain it opens up the door
I had never let it out before
With this knowledge I am stronger now
This makes sense I’m understanding how
I have felt empty and lost a lot
There’s hope to fill this heart I’ve got
And it’s gonna be okay
‘cause with the truth and tears displayed
Afterwards there’s joy to feel
No longer blocked behind the fear that’s real
So I was never loved before
But now I’ve opened up to God and more
The walls I built can slowly fade away
I feel loved now almost every day
So if you feel a little bit like me
Let the tears flow and you’ll be free
Write about it or tell a friend
I hope I’ve helped you with this song my friend
Write about it or tell a friend
I hope I”ve helped you with this song my friend
Write about it or tell a friend
I hope I’ve helped you with this song my friend
Original Song © Roxanne Smith