I Have Never Been Loved Before

LYRICS

I Have Never Been Loved Before

By Roxanne Smith

*This song’s lyrics are the most clicked on of all of my song lyrics by far.  I hope these words bring you comfort and healing.  You are not alone.

I have never been loved before

My heart needs so much more

I realize the truth opens the door

I have never been loved before

I have to act a certain way

I don’t know the right things to say

Somebody might push me away

There’s pressure on me every day

Then the truth comes bubbling up

All the anger and tears and stuff

It always shocks me where did this come from

As a child not understood by some

It’s getting so I can’t pretend

That all was well and good in the end

I got along by feeling numb

The pain in layers healing one by one

And I am learning how to feel

Used to smile but it was fake not real

I feel the pain it opens up the door

I had never let it out before

With this knowledge I am stronger now

This makes sense I’m understanding how

I have felt empty and lost a lot

There’s hope to fill this heart I’ve got

And it’s gonna be okay

‘cause with the truth and tears displayed

Afterwards there’s joy to feel

No longer blocked behind the fear that’s real

So I was never loved before

But now I’ve opened up to God and more

The walls I built can slowly fade away

I feel loved now almost every day

So if you feel a little bit like me

Let the tears flow and you’ll be free

Write about it or tell a friend

I hope I’ve helped you with this song my friend

Write about it or tell a friend

I hope I”ve helped you with this song my friend

Write about it or tell a friend

I hope I’ve helped you with this song my friend

Original Song © Roxanne Smith

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